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Being thin may not solve all my problems but I’ll feel a hell lot better facing the rest of them with collar bones, a flat stomach and skinny legs.
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5’6.5 (or 5’7)
SW: 174.2lbs
CW: 140lbs
GW 1: 130lbs
GW 2: 120lbs
GW 3: 110lbs
UGW: 99lbs
Being thin may not solve all my problems but I’ll feel a hell lot better facing the rest of them with collar bones, a flat stomach and skinny legs.
For so long I’ve been on that ‘not fat but not skinny platform’
For so long I’ve been aware that overeating for two days would take me instantly over the edge as I was on the verge of chubby.
For so long I avoided wearing sleeveless clothes to hide my podgy arms.
For so long I looked down at my lap and saw the pressing of my thighs, the tightness of my shorts around their fat.
For so long I had sucked my stomach in at the beach and encountered countless stomach pains after eating because I wasn’t letting my stomach expand properly.
For so long I felt along my hidden collar bones and gawped over my skinnier friends ones and wondered if mine could ever look that beautiful.
For so long I felt the fat of my stomach touch the mattress as I lay on my side in bed and pretend it didn’t bother me.
For so long I pretended I didn’t mind being a little bigger, that boys like ‘something to cuddle at night.“
For so long I had hated myself and I’m finally making a difference.
Day 1 of the 2468 diet
Today’s total was 228 so I did go 28 calories over my goal but that’s okays.
Breakfast: detox tea with acv
Snack: 12 chocolate covered raisins
Lunch: 3 egg whites with spinach
Dinner: fried cauliflower rice
Snack #2: 1 dove dark chocolate
Total calories in: 228
Total calories out: 1,926
Net: -1,698
So for a workout I just did a ab workout video I saw on YouTube and BBG pre training day 1. All day all I wanted to do was eat like everything in sight and it was so hard not to because there was so much junk food but I was about to say no so I’m proud of myself for that.
One day…
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Imagine your tiny little waist. Fitting your hands around your stomach and struggling to find jeans tight enough to stay up.
Imagine your thighs. Not touching for days until you finally cross your legs. Imagine forgetting the feeling of your thighs touching eachother.
Imagine your shins being unable to hold up socks. Knee highs gliding over your legs and lower thighs without touching an ounce of fat.
Imagine your hip bones. Not only being visable, but being the largest part of your torso. Wearing skin tight dresses that don’t come out at the stomach, but rather the two bones that causes every other persons heart to break in envy.
Imagine your arms. Fitting one hand, finger to finger, around the largest part of them. Wearing tight, long sleeved shirts that look like they must be a men’s size large from how baggy they look on you.
Imagine your dainty hands. Long, slim fingers with delicate wrists to match. How graceful they will look, instead of like sausage rolls, when you type and fiddle.
Imagine your back and collar bones. Finally free from all the fat you’ve had to carry. Being able to feel the sunlight inside your bones, being able to count every bone with ease.
Finally, imagine your face. Imagine high and sharp cheekbones that you used to suck your cheeks in pretending to have. Imagine your jawline, your big eyes, and your tiny nose.
Now ask yourself again if you really want to eat.
Fact: People lie. They’ll tell you “You’re perfect the way you are.” “You don’t need to change a thing. You’re already beautiful.” “Every size is beautiful.”
They’re lying.
Fact: People treat you nicer when you’re thin. People find you attractive when you’re thin. People actually ask you out when you’re thin.
Fact: Society is nicer to skinny people. Fashion looks better on skinny people. The world is easier for skinny people.
Fact: I know this from personal experience.
When I dropped 10lbs, my brother’s best friend finally acknowledged my existence and asked me out. I said no.
When I dropped 20lbs, my ex wanted us to give it another shot. I said no.
When I dropped 30lbs, an old crush asked for my phone number. I said no.
Fact: If someone didn’t want you before, they don’t deserve you after. You’re worth more than that.
Don’t do it to please someone else. Don’t do it to make someone want you.
Do it because you deserve to be happy in your own skin. Do it because your opinion of yourself is the only one that truly matters.
Do it because you have been through so much. You have sacrificed so much and been so strong. You deserve this.
Fact: It will hurt. It will be difficult. It will take time. Anything worth having always will. But don’t give up. You can get there. You will get there.
Don’t give up. It will be worth it. I believe in you.
‘love this
1200 calories a day -> - 0.3 - 0.7 kg a week
800 calories a day -> - 0.7 - 1.4 kg a week
500 calories a day -> - 1.5 - 2.5 kg a week
For all of our non metric friends:
1200 calories a day -> - 0.6 - 1.5 lbs a week
800 calories a day -> - 1.5 - 3.1 lbs a week
500 calories a day-> - 3.3 - 5.5 lbs a week
This is actually really helpful
So sorry if I reblog this every 5 minutes
1200 calories a day -> - 0.3 - 0.7 kg a week
800 calories a day -> - 0.7 - 1.4 kg a week
500 calories a day -> - 1.5 - 2.5 kg a week
For all of our non metric friends:
1200 calories a day -> - 0.6 - 1.5 lbs a week
800 calories a day -> - 1.5 - 3.1 lbs a week
500 calories a day-> - 3.3 - 5.5 lbs a week
This is actually really helpful
So sorry if I reblog this every 5 minutes
Stay safe babes and stay hydrated
If you could wake up tomorrow at your UGW, perfect and thin, Thigh gap, collarbones, hip bones jutting out. Flat tummy, thin arms.
Everything you’ve ever wanted.
If you could wake up tomorrow perfect, but the only thing you had to do was eat clean and keep your calorie intake to a minimum just for TODAY, would you be able to do it?
Of course you would.
So all you have to do is tell yourself every single day that you’ll be perfect tomorrow morning if you don’t eat that cheeseburger. If you eat some fruit and drink some water instead.
And one of these days you’ll wake up and actually be there.
WOAH
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